Nerd of All Trades, Master of None

 Okay, so my last post on here was full of all the negative events that have filled this year for me. I really don't like that I posted it. I honestly debated about taking it down, but I want this place to be truthful. If I deleted that post, then I would be hiding apart of myself. I cannot do that. In order to heal the wounds from the past, I have to work through the emotions that come with each event in my life. Having said all that, I cannot leave that as my most recent post! So here is some positivity!!!! As some you may know, I had a knee injury a few years back that really disabled me for 2 years. during that time I gained a lot of weight, like 100 pounds. It got me really down because this was truly out of my control. I had so much pain that I was unable to stand for more than a couple minutes. Sitting was also very painful, there was no position that I could find where I wasn't in pain. This went on for about 6 months before I had my surgery. So then after surgery, I wa...

 I know that the year 2020 has been rough for everyone. I also know that my story is small in comparison to what others have been through. However I feel like I need to get this out of my head and hopefully it can help me process. On New Years Eve of 2019 my ex boyfriend was sick. New Years day he went to work but felt so sick and was so out  of it that he clocked out and drove home. Upon arriving there, his dad immediately took him to stat care because he was in such bad condition. Stat care sent him to the ER immediately and from there, they put him into a medically induced coma. they treated him for what they thought was pneumonia. but after 2 weeks of him not getting better, actually getting worse and starting to go into multi-system organ failure, they transferred him to Summa Health in Akron. There they did everything they could think of to make him better. He was on a dialysis machine for the whole month of January. He had ups and downs. Good days where we thought he wa...